nothing seems to ever work out for me…

I just talked to my mom about the Disney spring break program and she was really unenthusiastic about it… it’s just a once in a lifetime experience that’s all that could help me get a job with Disney when I graduate from college, no big deal…

not that I would have gotten into it anyway… I’m a freshman, I don’t have a great portfolio, and I don’t know who I would have gotten to write the recomendations

maybe they will have the program next year and I can do it…

I guess I’m just in a negative mood at the moment, but I can see the Disney College Program not working out for me either.

but I NEED to do it. I feel like I’m in this rut and I need that to get me out of it. I need to get out of Savannah where every place holds a memory, I need to meet new people, I need to move on… if I have to stay in Savannah for the next 4 years without a break I’m never going to move on.

I guess I will work on color theory homework… the least I can do is do really well in all my classes so maybe Disney will hire me to work for them when I graduate.